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@ 2007-08-19 15:05:00
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Entry tags:masuda, news, tegoshi

[MasudaxTegoshi] End
ROFL couldn't think of a better title ^^;;

Title: End
Pairing: Masuda x Tegoshi
Rating: G
Disclaimer: TegoMass belong to a crazy, old hag called Johnny. I don't fit the description.



End
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The clouds were gathering, the sky had turned dark. As Masuda looked out of the window, he guessed that it would be raining today.

Masuda was glad that he had the powers to predict the future (translation: he knew it would rain today. Or atleast, the weather forecast said so). As he slipped out of the JE office and walked towards the railway station, he opened up his umbrella, covering himself from the light drizzle.

He had been called for the usual Ya-Ya-Yah recording; and the usual hosting. Sometimes, he felt, everything was just so usual. The same old normal, dreary day. He wanted to do something new today, maybe call up Tegoshi for karaoke? He hadn't been going out with his bestfriend lately, and he sorely missed those times.

He took the train he always took, and sat in the empty compartment. It was still raining as he looked out of the window. The scenery changed, kept on changing; and Masuda wasn't even looking anymore, just thinking.

The train held up at the station. Gathering his belongings, he departed. And stopped all too suddenly.

"Tegoshi?"

Tegoshi was standing in the rain, all drenched. His hair stuck to his face, his white shirt had become transparent. Looking at Tegoshi, Masuda felt something which he couldn't really understand himself.

"Tegoshi!" He called out once more, walking close to his bestfriend. Tegoshi didn't move. He just kept looking at Masuda, staring at him with that blank look on his face.

Masuda was now just a few inches away from Tegoshi. He shifted his umbrella from one hand to another and raised the free hand, hesitating for a moment, before placing it on the latter's shoulder. "Are you...okay?" He whispered slowly.

Tegoshi shuddered from the touch. And yet he didn't move.

"Masuda. I was...searching for you."

Tegoshi moved suddenly, tightly gripping Masuda's arms, as he leant forward and rested his head on Masuda's chest. Masuda was shocked, too shocked to realize that his shirt was slowly getting wet. Warm tears were running down Tegoshi's face, mingling with the rain that fell. Tegoshi wasn't even sobbing, just panting slightly, "I-I waited for you. In the rain, you weren't there. Johnny - he...he called and... Masuda, he... it's over. It's over." He breathed, incoherent and haggard, burying himself into his friend's chest. "Masuda, let's-let's just...I'm leaving this entertainment company. I don't want to, don't want to stay anymore anyway. Disgraceful, isn't it?" A harsh laugh broke the tirade. A long moment of silence followed.

"Where were you?"

Masuda realized with muted shock that tears had begun streaming down from his face too. He didn't say anything for a while, he didn't want to say anything. He just laid a hand on Tegoshi's back, pressing him closer, and another on his hair, patting softly. The umbrella had already been carried away by the wind. "I'm...sorry." He mumbled softly.

He was gently aware of the fact that Tegoshi was crying even harder now.

"There's nothing to be sorry about."

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Uh. You know my muse has left me and jumped off a cliff and probably drowned in the sea when I write random nonsense like this? I actually wrote half of this yesterday and the rest today, basically only because I just wanted to write something. Lesson well learnt: never force yourself to write or you shall end up with wierd crap :P Er, haven't really specified it, but Tegoshi's "problem" can be interpreted as anything from he-just-got-to-know-of-their-suspension to he-was-molested-by-Johnny >O;

Will try not to write tegomass next time XD *shot*




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[info]t3gopi
2007-08-19 07:45 pm UTC (link)
that's not crap at all xD! That was actually pretty cute.
Please write more :) write more Tegomass xD!!! OTP! *bricked*

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[info]anakari
2007-08-20 12:08 pm UTC (link)
eh, really? >>;; thank you!
i have been writing too much tegomass lately ;P YES OTP LOVE~

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[info]akameluver716
2007-08-19 10:40 pm UTC (link)
thats a adorable fic!

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[info]anakari
2007-08-20 12:09 pm UTC (link)
thank you :D

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[info]genki_mt
2007-08-20 05:18 am UTC (link)
Are you going to continue? Looks interesting so far ...

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[info]anakari
2007-08-20 12:11 pm UTC (link)
this was meant to be a drabble, actually. but...you know...i can o.O *thinks hard* Thank you for the comment >3

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[info]ceriseskies
2007-08-20 08:29 am UTC (link)
RAIN. IT'S RAIN. NOTHING COULD BE BAD IF IT'S RAINING ;D
Yay! TegoMass! Hurrah!
YOU ARE A GOOD WRITING. IF THIS IS WHAT YOU'RE LIKE WHEN YOUR MUSE HAS JUMPED OFF A CLIFF, THEN I DEMAND TO READ WHAT YOU'VE WRITTEN WHEN YOUR MUSE IS PRESENT AND ACTIVE ;D
It would be a guaranteed excellent ;D

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[info]anakari
2007-08-20 12:13 pm UTC (link)
Thanks for the comment~! TegoMass is ♥ =D
IDK about that...XDDD My muse has too much of an attitude.
That's your imagination speaking? lol ;]

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[info]crimsonetoile
2007-08-21 12:39 am UTC (link)
Whatever Johnny did he IS PLAIN EVIL FOR DOING IT TO TEGO >_< Poor boy! T_T But I like them both standing under umbrella *_* Tegoshi's cry too because Massu takes care of him <3 And even if the fic is sad it isn't melodramatic so it makes me like it really much! <333
I'd say "have to write more tegomass" ^__^

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[info]anakari
2007-08-21 09:37 am UTC (link)
JOHNNY IS PLAIN EVIL ANYWAY > >;; But I like to make him look helpless *le evil laugh* D8
Thank you, and i'm so glad you liked it :33
o___O hm? well...

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[info]crimsonetoile
2007-08-21 04:18 pm UTC (link)
I meant - "HAS to write more Tegomass" ^^" -> about you!

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[info]anakari
2007-08-22 11:37 am UTC (link)
DD: I did get that, actually...it's just, well; i just want to write something else - because, well...tegomass aren't so OTP anymore for me? > >;

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[info]mae_ai
2007-08-22 08:33 am UTC (link)
AWwwww poor Tegoshi xDD
Aha i know what you mean about forcing yourself to right...nothing good comes out of it ^^;
But you did great...i really felt the sadness from Tegoshi.
Keep writing Tegomass!!! ^_^

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[info]anakari
2007-08-22 11:42 am UTC (link)
I like him like that. XD
...nothing good at all. but i'm glad you liked it, thank you so much ^____^
I - shall try x]

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[info]menaoer
2007-08-26 09:37 pm UTC (link)
Nohh ! sO like this one ^^
really cuty ! it's one of my favorite !!

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[info]anakari
2007-08-29 10:43 am UTC (link)
:D Thank you so much~!

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[info]ceceuy64
2007-08-28 05:52 am UTC (link)
YaY awesome drabble!

i really liked picturing teshi in a almost transparent shirt... soaked by the rain... wet hair sticking to his face... *drools further*

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[info]anakari
2007-08-29 10:44 am UTC (link)
XDD Thank suu...

ME TOO >3 *hides*

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[info]vanilla_rousse
2007-08-28 10:27 am UTC (link)
Hey:)
Sory that I come here not asking you^^, but I couldn't stop myself^^, I really like it, you wrote so nice, I read it second times:)
~many greetings~

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[info]anakari
2007-08-29 10:45 am UTC (link)
Ahh, you don't need to ask to come here XDD Thank you for reading ♥

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[info]vanilla_rousse
2007-08-29 12:58 pm UTC (link)
^__^
I hope you'll be have more so nice stories?:)
Pleasure is by my side:)

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[info]cynicalism
2007-09-04 05:58 pm UTC (link)
HOW DID I NOT COMMENT ON THIS YET?! :cough: Okay, will stop caplock abusing since this is a sad story. :C

Actually, I really really love this, despite the fact that it's not just cracky!fluff. (What, I guess you're getting uner my skin too!) The beginning is just very calm, with the image of falling rain and Massu just doing his normal routine and then Tegoshi shows up all lost and wet and sad and so very heartbreaking.

"Masuda. I was...searching for you." This makes my heart hurt. A lot. D:

But it's so very lovely and I have no idea why you feel the need to stop writing tegomass because the world sorely needs more. D: <3?

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[info]anakari
2007-09-05 05:35 am UTC (link)
...IDK? >___>; wry? caps are fun! DD:

Eh, really? You liking angst? WOAH XDD But thank you... (hah yes i am~ >D). I never really liked this story, but I guess the heartbreaking part went quite well. I wanted this to be a bit rushed, though, so well - I fail DX

I cannot imagine you like that! :O;

Ah. I know it wasn't very good or anything, but thank you anyway :3 because the world sorely needs more. --- true...or is it really like that? There has been an increase in tegomass fanfiction/love lately, and there are quite a lot of writers; not just a few of us now. Me stopping won't really make much of a difference, so...I guess it's quite okay for me to start on a new OTP.

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[info]cynicalism
2007-09-07 10:38 pm UTC (link)
FINE. THEN I WILL USE CAPS. BUT IT DOESN'T SEEM TO CONVEY HOW SAD YOU ARE REALLY MAKING ME SINCE CAPS ARE LIKE, COMEDIC OR SOMETHING

BUT YEAH. I MEAN, I'M NOT TERRIBLY AVERSE TO ANGST EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, I THINK I JUST HATE TO SEE PRETTY BOYS CRY. BUT IT'S KIND OF OKAY IF THEY'RE CRYING TOGETHER SO... BUT ANYWAY, YOU DON'T FAIL. SO HUSH YOU. AND STOP EING SO NEGATIVE ABOUT YOUR WRITING. I'VE BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT AND IT'S NEVER FUN. (BUT THEN, MAYBE THAT'S THE SIGN OF A TRUE WRITER--IT'S IN YOUR BLOOD YOU CAN'T ESCAPE)

Okay, enough of that. Because you are making me even sadder with your talk. D: I mean, yeah, I've seen an increase of tegomass fic--but uhm, I guess I'm picky with how I like my tegomass written and who writes them. I like tegomass in your hands (for the most part--when you weren't like, splitting them up. > >) So yeah, you stopping and saying "new OTP" makes a difference to me? ;^; Well, like, I can't really help it if you start another OTP :sweat: but don't just leave tegomass like that, neeeee? :tugs on your sleeve:

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[info]anakari
2007-09-08 12:03 pm UTC (link)
OKAY, OKAY. SORRY DX THEY ARE BLINDING ME T____T AND ME MAKING YOU SAD? *HIDES* CAPS = PRETEND SHOUTING OR SOMETHING...I THINK XDD

HM WELL, THEY ARE CRYING TOGETHER OVER HERE, SO...UGH I DO FAIL. YOU BEING NEGATIVE ABOUT YOUR WRITING --- MUST HAVE BEEN MISPLACED OR JUST EONS AGO WHAT? XDD (HELL NO. NO WAY. *HORRIFIED GASP* SO THAT MEANS YOU *ARE* A TRUE WRITER! WAIT. THAT WAS OBVIOUS.)

>____> ahm, sorry! ...i'm glad you like my fanfiction. But uh. Okay, I just want a break from this fandom, write something new, because tegomass --- i don't know. I'm not leaving this fandom on the whole, but I guess I need some time and more love to get back into it or something XDD *digs up her tegomass collection*

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[info]cynicalism
2007-09-09 08:23 pm UTC (link)
THEM CRYING TOGETHER MEANS THAT YOU DON'T FAIL, YOU!

YOU BEING NEGATIVE ABOUT YOUR WRITING --- MUST HAVE BEEN MISPLACED OR JUST EONS AGO WHAT? LOLOL. UHM. HUN. I END UP DISLIKING MOST OF WHAT I'VE WRITTEN AFTER A FEW DAYS. ROFL. UNLESS IT WAS WRITTEN JUST FOR STUPIDITY'S SAKE. (SO UHM, IF I'M A TRUE WRITER, THEN YOU ARE TOO. AND IF YOU'RE NOT, THEN I'M NOT. IT'S THAT WHOLE PRINICPLE THING I LEARNED BUT FORGOT IN GEOMETRY. BUT YEAH. TRUST ME. IT MAKES SENSE. COLLEGE MAKE YOU SMARTERER FOR SRS.)

but I guess I need some time and more love to get back into it or something XDD Well, I guess this makes me feel better then. > >;; ♥

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[info]mknsen08
2007-09-15 08:19 am UTC (link)
;0; Uwaaah. I thought something interesting would happen, but then Massu sees Tegoshi under the rain, and waaahhh... [>____<] ♥

Don't let the comment make you think I didn't like it. I did very much. ♥

What happened? D: *cries with OTP*

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[info]anakari
2007-10-27 08:36 am UTC (link)
Okay, I'm replying so late --- I should be hit D: Sorry!

Thank you for reading ♥ I fail at being interesting >_______>;

I don't believe you! :cry: But thanks anyway!

You can guess?

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